Seseri, Estrella 2012 | 2013

Back then when I was 16, I used to hate Seseri so much.

Setiap kali Pulang Bermalam (PB), peluang tu sebulan sekali je, mesti akan balik rumah! Wajib! Walau dengan apa cara sekalipun. Kalau abah atau mama tak boleh ambil, aku akan berusaha jugak naik ktm, walaupun berseorangan. Punyalah gigih nak balik rumah gegila.

Bila dah tiba hari Ahad pulak, memang sebolehnya nak balik paling lewat. Gate Seseri akan tutup pukul 6 petang. Kalau balik selepas pukul 6, kena demerit, kena tahan, kena denda whatsoever. Perjalanan dari rumah ke Seseri almost one hour. So, biasanya memang lepas Asar aku gerak. Kalau tetiba demam ke, tak sihat ke, and kena extend balik selepas Ahad tu memang satu rahmat besar laaa sebab boleh extend cuti Goddd you feel mehhh?

Kalau waktu weekend yang tak boleh balik, memang aku nak Mama Abah datang bawak makanan, lunch dengan aku. Kalau tetiba Mama cakap tak jadi datang, tak boleh datang ke, memang aku nangis!! Lelagi bila pengawas bertugas tu tak announce nama aku, memang selagi tu aku tunggu sampai pukul 6, mengharapkan keajaiban. Pastu bila dengar 

"Attention to Miss Anis Shahirah Zulkifli, from 5 Fialaara, please be present at the canteen as you have visitors. Thank you"

Sumpah aku meloncat turun katil bukak locker tukar baju and lari lari pergi kantin sekolah. Excited punya pasal nak peluk Mama Abah. Dramanyaaa macamlah duduk dalam penjara?!?

Maaflah ni zaman tudung kedepan. Zaman kurus keding. But yea forever the cutest *flipshawl*

Rindunya zaman sekolah! Walaupun aku bukanlah antara pelajar kesayangan Datin Seri Zavirah (motif) tapi aku tau kalau Datin jumpa aku mesti dia kenal lagi! Mesti dia cam

"Oh awak yang selalu nak balik tu kan? Kejap kejap demam, kejap kejap appointment braces"

Well kalau nak selalu boleh balik, kenalah bijak membuat pelan dan strategi! #Tips101

My doormates!! Eeee rindunyaaa semua orang! Rinduu Izlyn, Shida, Rona, Alieya, Aishah, Atiqah, Mimi, Ayu and Irda! One is missing here, Ayie :) Baju tu baju dorm, aaa rindunyaaa nak beli kain pakai sama sama macamni. Bila masuk dewan makan semua teruja tengok macam geng boria. Rindu nak solat jemaah sama sama, baca segala doa lepas solat (termasuk doa jodoh masyaAllah sis gigihnya sebut nama jodoh sesiap time ni) amende tah. Rindu nak gosip, nak makan maggi, nak sorok phone sama sama!

There was this one time, all of us woke up so late at 6.30 a.m. Padahal, sharp at 6.45 a.m, pengawas akan jerit bagi announcement untuk kosongkan asrama. Sumpah cuak gila!!

We were all sleeping soundly, and suddenly I dont know who but she screamed

"WEH DAH 6.3O!!!!!!!

I swear it was very LOUUUDDD dan semorang terjaga macam terkejut nak mamp0o00oszsz!! Pastu semua larilah cari towel pergi mandi, semua bedal Subuh dalam bilik hahaha (bcus I am the Ketua Religi, so I allowed them to perform their prayer in the dorm, termasuklah aku sendiri bcus we just had to).

Rindu Atiqah :((( Lama tak jumpa Tiqah :((

Spot me! Cepat cariiiiiiiii

These are all my classmates when I was in form 5, 5 Fiaalara. Back then in December 2012, when I got to know I was going into 5 Fiaalara, I was sooo anxious and nervous because :

• Jumlah ahli Brassidium (my dormmates especially) (rumah hijau) tak ramai (oh ya kami duduk dalam dorm mengikut warna rumah kami).
• Previously, I was in 4 Eliara, so only 2 or 3 of them were my classmates in form 4. I rarely know them all.
• My bestfriends  were not in the same class with me :( Izzatti was in Gastisia, Izlyn was in Cattleya and Ayu was in Adioda.
• I didnt know who to sit with :( 

Akan tetapi, semua tu berubah mengikut keadaan semasa. It's actually a blessing to be friend with them all, they are all so kind and nice to me! There I met Teah, Aimi, Maryam, Minss, Athirah Nazam, Farhana Rahim, Zawani Nazura, Fir, Insyirah, Nabilah, Anis Nuranisya, Fadz, Abby, Ain, Eja, Athilah, Azza,  andd many more!

I still vividly remember, there was this one time, waktu pembentangan Komsas Bahasa Melayu (we all hate this kind of moment remember?). I dont know what did I do wrong, but everytime waktu pembentangan komsas, I would be the one yang cikgu akan selalu shoot soalan yang gila gila. I dont know whether she was actually tak puas hati or anything, just because I was the Head of Department (HOD) of Bahasa Melayu on that time, atau dia memang nak mengajukan soalan yang pelbagai tu?

I was brutally being asked with lots and lots of questions, sampai satu tahap bila aku jelaskan dan setiap penjelasan tu tak diterima, I was so mad and cried in front of the class. The teacher asked us all to just sit and proceed with the next group untuk bentang. Of course I was so disappointed, I almost baling buku to the back of the class (dont know what will happen if I did that MasyaAllah).

But then, my classmates were very nice, they came to me and hugged me some more. They told me everythings gonna be okay, some of them even gave me special notes saying I had done my very best and they were all impressed of me. Of course I was touched by the amount of love I was receiving. We are all sisters by heart :))

I miss my debate team too :((

Airina Yasmeen, Lyana, Syahira, Firzana and Radziah. Rindu nak berdebat. Masa ni dekat UIA, baru 16 tahun haha. God it was 5 years ago!!! Cepatnyaa masa berlalu. Rindu nak datang latihan debat, buat tajuk rambang, melalak dekat Dataran Wacana a day before gerak bertanding, berdebar bersama sama, tunggu keputusan pun sama sama. 

Acah sikit

With the headgirl of Seseri, Nor Lyana Sulaiman :)

The proudest moment, the highest achievement I had ever received in my entire life!

I never thought that I would be appointed as the 'Top 10 Best Malay Debaters of Hari Kecemerlangan Sekolah Berasrama Penuh (HKSBP)', out of thousands of participants yang bertanding. Kalau Firzana, memang dah confirm lah dia dapat, because everyone knows she is very talented! Tapi aku? Tak terdetik punnnn *tutupmuka*. Alhamdulillah for this opportunity!

Tapi bila masuk UKM, dah tak rasa nak berdebat i dont know why....

With my main girl, Nur Izzati Mohamad :))

Walaupun kita hanya jumpa setahun sekali (walaupun seremban-nilai tak jauh mana pun!), tapi Izzatti tetaaap dalam hati kita! Ceyyy hahaha

Rindu Izzatti kita sorang ni. Tempat untuk kita bermanja, luahkan rasa, makan sama sama, selalu care pasal kita dan sentiasa ada untuk kita susah dan senang. Kitorang selalu macam belangkas, pergi kemana pun sentiasa berdua, sampai orang jeles lololol sampai ada bertikam mulut dengan Izzatti ni haa Ya Allah hahahaha tah pape. Gaduh sekali jee dengan Izzatti, pastu tak sampai 2 jam gaduh terus nangis nangis kat makmal komputer duhhh. Mana boleh gaduh?! We are sisters forever!!

Tapi sekarang, kita semua dah keluar sekolah, dah makin besar, dah pergi ke arah cita-cita masing masing yang diorang impikan since high school! I am so proud of them all. Most of them memang pursue apa yang diorang inginkan dari dulu. Ayu amik Medic, Izlyn dan Teah amik Law, Izzatti memula nak amik medic jugak, but then amik engineering, one of her dreams jugak. And also most of my dormmates pun buat benda yang diorang suka, and I am proud to see they are all survived!!

Muka riang dah bebas dari Seseri!!!

I miss my Timo. So. Much.

Well, your favourite trio! 

Selalu bersyukur dekat Allah sebab masuk Seseri dapat diorang berdua ni, Ayu dan Izlyn. We are always there for each other, susah mahupun senang. When Ayu and I were admitted to the hospital due to H1N1 and Pnuemonia (2013), Izlyn was the one yang paling risau! Dan bila masa Izlyn accident haritu, both of us pulak orang yang paling risau! And now Ayu dah balik Mesir, pursuing her dreams to be a doctor InsyaaAllah, Izlyn kat Uitm, she reads law, and me, your Teacher Anis *kenyitmatasikit

Though I used to hate Seseri so much, tapi sekarang aku rindukan Seseri sangat sangat. Rindu segalanya, especially kawan-kawan. Takkan dapat dah sisters bonding macamni dekat tempat lain. 

I miss them all, like so effing much.

I am a proud Seserian, tudung kedepan no more